Esthers first time

Esther feels a need to sleep with Irwin because it would be this sexual awakening that she has wanted. She is no longer wanting to have sex to get back at Buddy but that has played a role in making her go this far. One other reason that Esther wants to have sex with Irwin is that it is her way of going agents what is proper for women to do at the time. After Ester has sex with Irwin she does not feel this awakening that she thought she would feel after having sex. Instead of feeling go as she thought she is not alright. She ends up having to go to the hospital after she levees Irwin’s because she is in such bad shape after her experience.