killing her self

Esther is lost in a world and is finding there is now way out but death. She is not going crazy but more on the side of lost hope. She went from having goals like having sex to looking for a point to life. The problem is that she stresses out so much about her future she just break down. When she thinks she is never going to find a point for life is when the idea of killing her self comes up. She has worked hard her whole life to get where she is and she feels she has gotten no were. It is at this point that she tries to kill her self. Just by luck her multiple steps fail that is in till she overdoses of her medicine. Her last attempt was the mast successful of all her attempts and it is just by luck that she lives throw that one.