lost and coming home

Esther is changed when she comes home to Boston. She does not want to do thing but is lost in a transition in her life. She has discovered that the New York experience is not what she wanted. Esther makes this discovery when Marco tries to rape Esther. She finds that she does not want to be that type of person. She then goes back to the hotel where she takes all her clothes to the roof of the hotel and let them float away in the breeze. The next day when she gets home she is in the beginning of a change in her life. She does not know what she wants to be, but that she wants to write. She tries to start a novel but finds she has nothing to write about. She feels she needs some more advancers to write about and to experience the world.